DEIVATHIN KURAL # 82 (Vol # 6) Dated 12 Nov 2012
DEIVATHIN KURAL # 82 (Vol # 6) Dated 12 Nov 2012
(These
e-mails are translations of talks given by PeriyavaaL of Kanchi Kaamakoti
Peetam, over a period of some 60 years while he was the pontiff in the earlier
part of the last century. These have been published by Vanadi Padippagam,
Chennai, in seven volumes of a thousand pages each as Deivathin Kural. Today we
are going ahead from the last paragraph on page No 553 of Volume 6 of the Tamil
original. The readers may note that herein ‘man/he’ includes ‘woman/she’ too
mostly. These e-mails are all available at http://Advaitham.blogspot.com updated
constantly)
Just
Prior to Attainment of Siddhi – சித்திக்கு முன்னிலையில்
477.
Many
doubts about the Aatma will get clarified during Mananam and will automatically
lead you on to the one and only Aatma to be contemplated upon during Nidhidhyaasana. During these times there could be many
interactions between God and this Saadhak / Jiva, known only to them both. So that he may not stand there with total
confusion lacking in clarity, the Guru would have already injected into him
much of Shraddha and Bhakti. The
aspirant will simply keep progressing in the path shown by the Guru without any
confusion. The last bit of ‘Karma
Vinai’, of residual balances of Vaasanaas will be removed out of his system, as
it is done in the ‘curl-twist-curl’ process while drying tea leaves. That is when the ‘Antah KaraNam’ becomes
subtle enough to enter the very minute hole of Hrudayam and in the process
there will be the churning of the Naadis known as ‘Naadi Mathanam’.
478. At times I wonder if I am unnecessarily
telling you all this! Because, when the
aspirant’s only point of interest should be ‘Brhma Anubhavam’, in other words
experiencing the merging with Brhmam conscientiously; these descriptions of
Hrudayam, Naadi and Mathanam can lead the aspirant astray to thinking about
questions such as, how does the final merging take place, where exactly will be
the minute aperture in the Hrudayam, how does the churning take place and so on! There is no need for him to know as to how
exactly these things happen. Moreover,
every passenger on the path has his own unique experience. Their experiences are as varied as there are
people in the world, as their ‘Karma Vinai’ residual balances are equally
varied! The way God sorts them out is
also variegated. God, after all is very
fond of his game-playing propensities called ‘God’s Leela’ that ‘variety
seems to be the spice of God’s Life!’
479. Just think of it, once this man reaches the
end stage, the drama is over! No more
games! So, there are as many ways to the
top of the hill as there are people in the world! Some may go through without any twisting or
turning, and some may never experience the churning of the Naadis and some
others may keep looking for the source of the breath and thoughts and yet
others may never go through any of the processes as known to others! Considering all these possibilities, our
AachaaryaaL having described as to how the aspirant has to do Nidhidhyaasanam
by lovingly assuming the Brhmam or the Aatma to be his own Self and keep deeply
in such Bhaavana – ‘भावना’,
he puts a full-stop to his description after telling us of the Brhma
Saakshaatkaara!
(It
is very difficult to find an exact synonym for this Sanskrit term ‘Bhaavana’. It is not just thinking or assuming or a mere
intellectual appreciation or even emotional wooing; but all of them put
together, where the function of the mind, feelings are harmoniously woven
together and we get to the heart of the matter.) The wise one should intelligently merge the
entire world of objects in the Aatman alone and constantly think of the Self as
spotlessly clean and uncontaminated as the clear sky.
சிற்றறிவு கடந்த மனனம்; மன உணர்ச்சி கடந்த நிதித்யாசனம்
Mananam
beyond Mind; Nidhidhyaasanam sans Feelings
480. There are said to be three proofs of evidence
by which the truth can be known and they are, Sruti, Yukti and Anubhava; in
which SravaNam is hearing of Veda Vaakhyaas and so it is the Sruti. Mananam is use of brains or intellect with
logic and reasoning and so it is the Yukti.
Then Nidhidhyaasanam is experiencing without becoming too sensitive with
feelings and so it is the Anubhava.
Since the Mantras of the Sruti and all matters of Brhma Vidya are told
by the Guru and heard by the ears of the disciple, it is in the rightness of
things for SravaNam to be equated with Sruti.
481. Yukti means use of logical reasoning. (KTSV adds:-
In the name of rational thinking, especially in Tamil Nadu for the past
150 years or so, there has been a movement known as ‘Paguththu Arivu Iyakkam’,
whose literal meaning is a ‘Movement to Differentiate and Learn’. Though it sounds impressive enough, it is
nothing too exotic as all learning is learning by differentiating only. The so called ‘Paguththu Arivu Iyakkam’
people actually differentiate against the Brahmin Caste and benefit all other
Castes, justice and fairness thrown to the winds and justified! PeriyavaaL is slightly alluding to this
movement when he says that Yukti is not a clever political argument of ‘Buddhi
Vaadam’! By hind sight, I can say that
these movements by people like Ambedkar in the North India and E.V. Periyar in
the South India, have only contributed to the further stratification of the
society in which while some of the so called forward castes have had to bear
the brunt of segregation and exploitation, while some others have benefitted
their narrow parochial interest areas!
If it is Mr. M. Karnanidhi and Family that has usurped the movement in
Tamil Nadu, it is Mrs. Mayawati and company in the Uttar Pradesh; with a whole
array of similar sounding political party names!)
482. I said that Yukti means use of logical
reasoning and not mental gymnastics. So
also this ‘Anubhavam’ is not a sensational exhibition but an inner intimate
participation in empiric awareness! This
is not what happens at the mind level with a whole array of continuously
changing feelings running from pillar to post!
What I am talking about is a mind that has been refined to the finest
degree by the entire process of Shraddha and Bhakti with the main purpose of
controlling the ‘mano-buddhi-ahankaara-chitta’ combination, as the
Antah-KaraNam is in the process of moving from being gross to semi-subtle to
completely subtle state. Whatever the
analysis and understanding such a mind is capable of is what is Yukti. Similar is the ‘Anubhava’ or experience
here. That mind or intellect at the
deepest point where at the sprouting spring from which all thoughts and breath
and ‘I’-ness emerge, that is experiencing this Anubhava. I do not have to lecture about it. If someone amongst us is lucky enough to go
through such an experience, it is for him to know and not something to be
lectured on!
483. To be quietly in the centre without taking
sides on any issue is, known as Saatvik or ‘सात्विक’
in Sanskrit and ‘சாத்வீகம்’
in Tamil. Instead the state we are in
now, in which we are agitated with intense feelings of excitement for and
against any issues; is Raajasam or ’रजस’
/ ‘ராஜசம்’
and
so completely wrong. The Yukti done by
our minds now is Rajasik and so obviously wrong. But that aspirant in the third stage of his
Saadhana that we are talking about has a mind and brain in which Rajasik
tendencies have been wiped out. Its Yukti now will be of a different
order. Instead of being a limited and
parochial Yukti, assuming a disguise in the name of ‘Paguththu Arivu’ against
the truth and tradition; it will be loyal and truthful to Vedas and Saastraas,
exactly as described by our AachaaryaaL in the Sloka No. 182 of Viveka
ChudamaNi. “मोक्षैकसक्त्या
विषयेषु रागं निर्मूल्य संय्स्य च सर्वकर्म |
सच्छ्रद्धया
य: श्रवणादिनिष्टो रज: स्वभावम् स धुनोति बुद्धे: ||“ That
means, “With single pointed devotion for liberation, he who roots out his
attachments for sense objects, renounces all actions and with faith in Truth,
constantly hears (the Truth) etc., such a man can purge the Rajasic nature in
his intellect.”
484. ‘Mumukshuta’ as the only goal, when he has
destroyed all attachments to things, material, possessions and relationships;
having also set aside all duties, works, jobs, business and professions; having
taken up Sannyaasa also, with perfection when he is deeply involved in SravaNa,
Manana and Nidhidhyaasana; he would have
completely overcome his Rajasic tendencies.
At that stage his Yukti will be uniquely different. His Yukti of ‘Paguththu Arivadu’ will also be
supremely devoid of selfish quirks and dirty politics! Similarly, at that stage his Anubhava will
also be not sensual but related to his ‘Antaraatma’ of inner being. (Smilingly PeriyavaaL says,) Let me talk like
a professor of Political Science, ‘that experience with be Super-Rational and
Mystical!’ Mananam is required to
relentlessly re-iterate the Upadesa so as to fix the mind irrevocably on one,
without giving it a chance to deviate!
That re-iteration is called ‘aavrutti’ – ‘आवृत्ति’
as
Brhma Sutra itself says that, ‘Upanishads are repeatedly saying that such
repetitions should be repeated’! Saying
this PeriyavaaL laughs, at his iteration of the word! If I say that the paddy should be repeatedly
thrashed with a blunt ended mallet, what is the use of asking ‘For how
long?’ It has to be done till the husk,
covering the rice are removed.
Similarly, Mananam and Nidhidhyaasanam goes on till ignorance is removed
and Aatma is revealed!
485. Contrary ‘Bhavana’ to Vanish – ‘மாறுபாடான இரு பாவனைகள் விலக’. However much refined and matured, till the end, one will
be under the influence of Maya. It is
not very correct to put all the blame on Maya also! Saakshaatkaaram is the very pinnacle of all
existence and experience. That top spot
cannot be caught till all the Karma Vinai has been completely wiped out. However much the Saadhana done, if the
residual balance is so much more, what to do?
For it to be wiped clean, not as a dirty trick by Maya, but we can treat
it as the play of God’s Grace, there could be things happening to shake up the Saadhak,
with some totally unwanted ideas and thoughts!
They are not likely to be related to anger and lust, as those thoughts
would have been already wiped clean from the mind. Other unnecessary thoughts could be of two
types, namely ‘Asambhaavana’ / ‘असंभावना’ and ‘vipareeta bhaavana’ / ‘विपरीत
भावना‘.
486. An example for ‘असंभावना’ is like this as follows. “What?
Me to become one with Brhmam, never can such a thing happen! How can it be that, me being such an
infinitesimal good for nothing character, hope to become something like the
historically and spiritually greats like VaLLalaar or Rama Krishna Paramahamsa
or Vivekananda or Ramana?” Then further
with the feeling gaining more solidity, you start thinking “Let me not have any
grandiose imagination about myself!
Adwaitam can look great on paper!
God is God and let me just be whatever I am! Despite all the effort so far, my ego or
Ahankaara has not gone. Adwaitam is only
theoretical and duality is what is practical!”
This being totally contrary to what we started with is an example of ‘विपरीत
भावना‘. Among these
two, ‘Asambhavana’ can be overcome by further Mananam and ‘Vipareeta Bhaavana’
can be erased by Nidhidhyaasana.
487. Like the green
moss that covers the surface of stagnant water in a pond, the aspirant’s mind
is likely to get clogged up repeatedly.
On such occasions, mulling over the powerful words and phrases of the
Upanishads will come in handy. Even if
the real experience does not happen, the clarity that it could happen will be
regained. OK, Aatma Saakshaatkaaram
could become a distinct possibility by Mananam.
But when will we know that it has happened. Till now the duality is a practical
experience and is so very real! If Adwaitam
is the Truth, when will that become a real and practical experience? We may know that ‘Pancha Amirtam’ is a
combination of sugar, honey, clarified ghee, banana and dates. But that is only
a theoretical knowledge till one physically eats some ‘Pancha Amirtam’ isn’t
it?
488. Once it is
decided that it must be so, if very sincerely and with total dedication, one
does Nidhidhyaasanam that it should become personally experienced, that taste
will be experienced in flashes, though the taste, the taster and the thing
tasted would all have become one and the same.
Then even when the state is lost, the taste will continue to
linger. When that happens, ‘Vipareeta
Bhaavana’ cannot continue to linger. In
that end stages, these contrary thoughts themselves come as a help to confirm
and assist the aspirant on the way as a Gift from God. By this he gets the certainty of Adwaitam in
his inner being of Antah KaraNam and Antaraatma. Otherwise he may miss out completely. When there is opposition, don’t we jump in to
the fray girding up our loins with the clarity that either we should survive
and win or die in the bargain. Thus
‘Asambhavana’ and ‘Vipareeta Bhaavana’ may both prove to be incentives in the
final stages.
(To be continued.)
Sambhomahadeva
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